i realize it's been quite some time since i've written anything, and i apologize! things have been on a constant roller coaster lately, but more to come on my advice blog!
well, i guess for starters... despite me trying to change myself, it seems to have been for the worst. corey and i spoke for a good two weeks, but everything was painfully awkward and it felt a bit like a burden. our conversations felt like they were going nowhere and i really just did not want him getting close to me again (which failed, again...). but like all the other times... when he has someone (better than me, might i add), he's usually distant. and it's like he manipulates my feelings into telling him things, thus turning him into the one who controls the relationship we have/had. and it really sucks to know it's THAT easy for him. it makes me so angry. ugh. i cannot.
i'm also licensed. SO YAY I CAN DRIVE NOW. too bad i suck at parking and too chicken to try parking and merging... ha-ha-ha... this is my life.
um! but yeah. that's it for now, i guess! i'll do an update later on or something... i don't know. and that questions video... yeah, don't think i'll ever have that up. maybe in the future? who knows.
so long for now!
you're all lovely and i'll talk to you soon.
xo, yona.
