graduation in 2 days. arguments with parents daily. university stuff never ending. my life is just way too much at the moment, and it's tiring to care about anything. i'm tired of wanting perfect - i just want normal. and it's difficult!!!
dinner was so awkward today. my dad lashed out at my brother, and it got very awkward very quickly. everyone stared. i'll never understand why he's so temperamental. but regardless, i'm glad i spent some time with my aunts and uncles.
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| asian food. not my fave, but oh well! |
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| after dinner. hahaha, too awkward to have taken when it was just starting... |
i want to get married some day, but i'm so scared. i'm scared i'll never find the right person because i'm so screwed up. i'm messed up, and it hurts every guy i date. my life is sad, i know. this ad made me wish SO much, that everything with danny is normal, and that we still love each other. i'm almost sure i'm in love with him... i've never felt that way before.he made me feel so special, and that i was the only one who mattered. i need that kind of thing in my life.
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| i'd love a cute proposal! |
but for now, i have a sleepover! you're wonderful, and i'll talk to you soon.
xo, yona.
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