i've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and i've concluded that i'm meant to be alone with a million cats. i suck at relationships, and i suck at being a girlfriend. i mean, really, all i want is someone who loves me just as much as i love them. it's tiring being the only one who loves. sigh!
loooooooove. it's definitely lost its meaning over time. i mean, love. a simple four letter word that people use to describe everything. they love this color, they love the rain, they love this place, they love him, they love her. they love this, they love that.
LOVE. really? do you really love this, that, it, whatever-it-is-you-claim-to-love? no. no you do not. you'll whine and complain and change your mind every single freaking time it's suitable.
being in a long distance relationship is difficult. i can't ever tell if he really loves me or not. i mean, he NEVER makes time for me, and he's so distant. see? love lost its meaning centuries ago.
i want a knight in shining armor. i want a fairytale. i want happy, and i want romance. i guess i'm a little high maintenance, but c'mon. what girl isn't?!
i really just wish you loved me. and REALLY loved me. and made time for me. a little attention from you would be nice, because lately, it feels life i'm trying to save something that ...that just WON'T be saved. and i don't want to waste my time.
i hate not being perfect for you. please just love me back? please? SIGH.
love. can't i just get my happily ever after? please?
you're wonderful, and i'll talk to you soon!
xo, yona.
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