so i spent sunday morning in starbucks just observing. i sat by the window with ‘the perks of being a wallflower’ and a tall pumpkin spice latte. as much as i wanted to finish the book, i wanted to just sit, and take it all in.
sunday mornings in starbucks is really movie-esque. there was a couple sitting next to me, and they had just got back from a morning jog-date, and they sat there with their coffees, and talked about everything. this couple i’d say was probably in their mid-thirties to early fourties, and they looked so in love. they never stopped smiling at each other, and they seemed genuinely interested in what the other had to say.
familes trailed in for morning coffees and hot chocolates before grocery shopping, older couples out walking their dogs, and business partners sitting at the big table discussing their new developments.
it was a really great start to my morning, and i wish i could do this every day. it really calmed me, and it made me think more positively. it also showed me that everyone has their own stories within their intertwined stories with others, and somehow, everything just fits together so perfectly for them, and they just love where they are.
i wish i could be as sure as they all seem to come off as. i wish i was able to know for sure what i want and not want in life. i just want to find myself again, and carry on.
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